My first day of work today was alright. im working at a small gym. its nice i guess.
haha

vday is tomorrow.

all couples should die. the end.

<3

I have 2 job interviews today!
WooHoooooooo

Update to come kiddos!
Im gonna make some dollars!

I have been officially moved in at my parents house in Wilmington for about 3-4 days. It sucks already. Im being told that if I dont find a job in a week I have to work at Food Lion. Eff that shit. So I am going out today and Im going to apply at all the gyms in town and see if there are any BS jobs hiring where I can sit on my ass and do nothing. ( Read more... )

I close to giving up on any hope of being with Joel. I try so hard to make him happy... but I fail.

He thinks I am meant to be w one of my friends. I feel as though I am meant to be with Joel... no one else. I know he loves me and he cares but I cant take all these fights. All these negative emotions. What happened to the days where we would laugh ( Read more... )

Yeah ( Read more... )

Joel and I have decided to work on our difference to make our relationship work... though we are not quite back together... yet. <3

Im happy.

LIke Britney Spears once said *though i dont like her* :

I AM STRONGER THAN YESTERDAY!

yep. thats all.
I am thankful for all my friends. And their support

So.. I dont know if Joel and I are really over. We fought and cried and laughed for hours. We love eachother so much and that why I dont understand a break up. I know I invested too much of myself into him and not enough into other things that should be important as well such as school and friends and lesiure things. Im changing that after this ( Read more... )

My dad sent me this in an email that he found:

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that
   wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
   You will have your heart broken probably more than
   once and it's harder every time.
   You'll break hearts too, so remember how it
   felt when yours was broken.
   You'll fight with your ( Read more... )

I Love Joel Smith.
He makes my heart flutter

YAY.

He is in a new band called THE AVENGER... I was at their practice yesterday and they sound AMAZING. You should check them out after the beginning of next yr... they will hopefully have some shows lined up!

<3