Some people talk about their problems and it helps them work out their issues. For me, I write my thoughts down. It doesn't matter to me whether you understand what or why I feel a certain way, but rather just accept it at face value.

A lot of stuff has been happening in my life right now and I spend way too much time thinking it over in my head. ( Read more... )

FINALLY.

It took me 19 years to fall in love.

And of course the timing is bad.

I wish I had a friend who would visit me after I have a painful surgery and get horribly sick during my last week in Gboro before I leave for a week....

at least I have concerned friends in NY/MA/CA/CT

I really feel low saying this, but the reality is that if you were a TRUE friend...you would jump on the idea in a heartbeat.

I hope your happy, now that you're choosing this.

I'm moving to Albany in 1 week and the one person who could stop me wont'...

I don't even know what to say besides I miss you. <3

you all are in my thoughts.

I am in desperate need of some encouragement.

you would think having a near death experience would make you appreciate living more and not cause you to hate life more...

It's official. I'm staying at Elmira. After all this, I'm staying. I'm excited. Truly I am. But as I think about how I made some people get their hopes up, I get sad. It's not that I didn't want to be with these people more often, it's more that I need to do this for myself. I feel like if I transfer back closer to home, I'll become more dependent ( Read more... )