I'm sickened at the thought of how rediculous people are, and i'm not talking rediculous in the sense of REdiculous but in the sense of asshole ness. So, me brian and brendon went to this "party" out in b'ville right, and it wasnt much of a party let me tell you. Fucking lame thats what it was a waste of my life pretty much. First of all Brian's ( Read more... )

...he says and I feel incredible. I dunno if he says them to anyone else, but when he says things to me I'm happy. Why do all the ughmazing boys have to be so far away?

been wicked boring. Lauren and AJ stopped by for a lil bit to pick up my camera. And the rest of the day has been spent watching movies, and sleeping...its a lazy ass day. But it'd be better if I had someone to watch them with. But yeah whatever...

I've been in an acceptionally good mood lately. and im lovin it

I got my hair cut today it looks awesome as usual. My bangs...LOVE 'EM! Hung out with Irene for a little bit at the mall that was a good time. Then I came home ended up falling asleep for a good 2.5 hours, woke up B.Magee called me and he said he was on his way over. So he came over we watched tv talked, and jordan and DJ came over. As always ( Read more... )

I had a weird ass dream last nite, and it was weird enough where I woke up and was bothered by it. It was like dawn of the dead, and my family and I ended up being trapped in my basement, cause there was zombies upstairs, and it was creepy as shit. Like don't get me wrong zombies rule, but being trapped with them, creepy as shit. I felt so alone ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that I'm in a better mood, when I dont like a guy. Seriously, I'm over him...and I'm actually happy. Like I think half the time i'm upset over things is dudes, and you know what it's really not worth it. I'm content for the moment in not liking anyone and that rules. SO i'm gunna hang out with shannon tonight and i'm ( Read more... )

Tonight was fucking awesome. Lauren, AJ, Elissa, Patty Guns, and I went to the show in Oswego tonight. Fucking awesome. I havent danced that hard in sooooo long, and it felt soo good to get that pent up aggression out. The floor in that place fucking sucked! I ended up with my ass on it more than dancing I think. I fell 10 fuckin' times, and ( Read more... )

Today was quite the day. I got up early expecting rob and dan to come and wake me up and they didnt. So i sat around all afternoon, cleaning my room, and watching movies, and possibly looking to take a different major at school. I don't really wanna drop out, just because I dont wanna be a failure. But anyways...they did come over around 330ish ( Read more... )

GOALS FOR THIS YEAR:

-Get a real job that pays some good money's
-Pay off my loans for school
-Get my own car
-Have an apartment with people, so I don't have to live at home anymore
-NOT GET INVOLVED WITH SKETCHY/ SCUMMY DUDES, I'm not going through the shit I did this past year...

those are my goals, they're out there but I think some can be

I had some fun tonight. I worked all morning and afternoon, and JUSTIN CAME IN TO VISIT ME IT WAS AMAZING! I ran around the counter and gave him a huge hug. I've missed him mucho! I went on break and hung out with him and matt for a half hour, then went back to work. IT WAS AWESOME! After I called DJ, and we all decided to goto the movies, we ( Read more... )