I fucked up, thats what they want to hear. I'm a fuck up. I'm going no where, I've got nothing. I'm not going to school anymore, I fucked up my first semester, and I blame some of that on him. I got too involved, and hoped for things to work out, but in the end I get fucked, by everything. I fail my classes, my parents are wicked upset and ( Read more... )

Lets see what did I get this year ( Read more... )

So I'm at work today right and I'm all stoked cause you know I wanna get over him and shit, and Ian comes in and visits me and i'm all happy and then I'm working and I hear, "Amanda Mosh" and I look up and he's standing infront of my register, I don't know why but I got really nervous and like I was shaky. I felt like it was the first time I've ( Read more... )

After thinking about this shit all day yesterday and getting out what I needed to, I'm just sayin' fuck it, I don't deserve whats going on, because I'm better than that. You do what you wanna do, but as long as I'm concerened I'm out of the picture for good. No more crying, no more feeling sorry for myself, no more complaining...I'm DONE! SEE YA

Yo I can't sleep. Thinking about it over and over again, bothers the shit out of me. He makes me so upset sometimes, and when I say upset I'm not talking mad, I'm talking sad. You say you wanna hang out with me, you miss us hanging out like we did, why is it me the one making the effort? Why is it always me? I can't keep doing this to myself ( Read more... )

EXTREMELY FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW, I CAN'T FUCKING WIN!

ThisPoetsTragedy: see i miss ur corniness and ur great kissing ( Read more... )

Maybe you can help me out...what's the deal? Why is it guys always just see me as a friend, and nothing more? Is it the way I talk? Is it the way I dress? I just don't get it...every person I have an interest in never see's me as anything more than just a friend. Don't get me wrong I love my guy friends, but just once, I'd like to have someone ( Read more... )

SO MUCH FUN!I went to school and couldnt find a parking spot so I ended up just leaving. I texted brian to see what he was upto, so I ended up going to where he and DJ were, and we decided its hang out day. So we're driving around downtown and I'm like we should go see what John's upto, so we went to his house, to find him sleeping, so DJ woke ( Read more... )

totally skipped out on classes today. I went to laurens for a lil bit, and i needed pictures of manequins and the city so we went to the wescott area and went to Boom Baby's and then we went to this place that shows the city pretty well. I talked to john, and we ended up picking him up and he brought me to this amazing abandoned building to get a ( Read more... )