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Moving forward
You used to care about me - I remember a time when you would be upset if I cried, now you are usually the one to cause it and not care about it. You used to hold doors open for me and laugh with me, and now things are so rough and turbulent that I can barely see the surface of the water sometimes. Yes, it's just a cup of water but it's the little ( Read more... ) -
Insert Subject line here: We endure.
Feeling empty inside again. I can't keep living this way - Abandoned, neglected, left to cry alone. What's the point, anymore? Why even go to Adam's because my whole life is crumbling before my eyes and no one but me cares ( Read more... ) -
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside.. Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I've tried.
I don't know why I'm always here when things are rough ( Read more... ) -
These bruises make for better conversation…
Some days you just want to crawl into the bathtub with a sharp blade.. And you pray to whatever god you worship that you are brave enough to dig the blade in deeply so that you may have that sweet release you yearn for.. But it never comes..
And then I think to myself that it's always my fault, that it will always be my fault- and no matter what ( Read more... ) -
And though I hardly know her, I let her in my veins and trust her with my life..
I spent.. am spending a lot of time wondering about this.. about how I feel, how I've felt.. What I should do.. Where my life is going ( Read more... ) -
How can I love when I'm afraid
So.. Laying here in the dark, it's currently 2:27am. Tears come on and off. I'm not sure if it's loneliness or the acceptance that I Am Alone. That part of me wants to go back, an I'm not sure why. I realize that I don't know who I am without someone else. I don't like that. I don't exist to be with someone else.. I can be my own person too, I ( Read more... ) -
This is it - The Apocalypse
Fighting.. Again. I would like to say that I'm surprised, but I would be lying. There's nothing new there and our arguments still haven't really changed. Neither of us can se to budge and understand the other. I just want things to be open between us, and get snapped at when I ask about what he's doing "Whatever I want". Then again, I think Andrew ( Read more... ) -
I can see clearly now ..
<3 Happy leopard, fuzzy leopard, Purr purr purr!
Things have been great between Andrew and I.
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That is all.
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Liquor induced rant, go.
Deleted on the grounds of common sense.
All ground we've previously covered.
Now I wait. -
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I love you Andrew.
Just thought you should know that. <3
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