so why are guys so fucking retarded i want to hate them all

so... i am sitting in my room in my appartment on my bed using my room mates new laptop to write a journal entry. i have been moved in for less than a week but i already love being on my own. it is so awesome and relaxing. and Elida, my room mate, is reall awesome too. we get along great and have a lot of fun ( Read more... )

So with everything that has happened recently i have completely neglected this account and pretty much forgot that i had it. life is just kind of movie along right now nothing really exciting or anything going on. just working n going to school... i really dont have much to complain about at the moment. work is boring but i can handle that. ( Read more... )

so... i am back to school yuck i have decided on a new major the pathlogist assistant program just wasnt gonna work so i opted to do nursing instead i am hoping to be able to get into the program next year but we will see how it goes ( Read more... )

first of all yes i know a lot of what i do on here is bitch but oh well if it bothers you dont read it.... i really hate people lately i am begining to lose faith in them if i havent already everyone new i meet turns out to be a douche bag i am really really sick of it i am begin to hate all people that i dont know which is not a good thing ( Read more... )

i am begining to think that i need to go back to being skeptical of everything it seems like everytime i decide to let someone in they ransack the place.... it is getting old if it happens again i think i might just block up and stop letting people get to know me all together... that would just be really bad thats not me i like to try to ( Read more... )

so things are still pretty good here. i am at school right now=gay i would rather be at home cuz this being a day off is not really a day off cuz i am at school from 8:30 to 5:30 which sucks ( Read more... )

pretty fuckin content right now

i just wanna love and be loved in return

is this it

will be happier in 15 1/2 days <333

i guess i will just have to wait to see how things will turn out i like surprises but i hate waiting it all feels right and good and special but then there is always my worry in the back of my head... i hate not being able to control it that overwhelming feeling of inadequacy and that feeling that i wont be good enough i think trying to ( Read more... )

well... I was told yesterday by one of my best friends(ex) that i am a horrible person. i guess if you consider someone who has been trying to help you get caught up because you have been slacking off because you were sick for like amonth and a half (supposedly) and you have just decided to pretty much not show up to class because you knew i ( Read more... )