Okay well I still dont have my dsl back...just have this shitty dail up shit..so Im going to make this quick!!Im still alive over here :) waiting for my dsl to get back online!! I had a good christmas if any of you are wondering!! I have really really missed Jake :( Thank you for calling me the other day *squish* Well better be going I am fixing ( Read more... )

Well I just wanted to jump on real quick, it might be a week or so before I can get back to writing in here!! So I wanna wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year =-) Most of this is mainly to Jake...I hope you make the best of it!! I miss you and I love you *squish*!! Well I gotta be running off now....

Okay so last night...I had this wonderful dream =-) Jake if you read this you will more than likely think that Im crazy...which parts of it are and they make no sense what so ever!! With that said....In my dream I recieved a phone call from who else but JAKE =-) and said that he was in..get this Idaho, Florida (haha) yeah!! Well he said that he ( Read more... )

So today has been kinda BLAH =-( My sons dad is the biggest ass hole in the entire world!! I miss Jake =-( life is crummy!! On the huge plus side my mom is done with all her cemo and radation treatments but we have to wait a month for further testing to make sure that all the cancer is actually gone..but we are praying for the best!! I havent ( Read more... )

Okay well yesterday I was very busy and didnt make it to my journal! Today is Thursday the 9th, Jake left yesterday for Kuwait :( We arent going to talk for a very long time. I gave him my address so he could write, and he said once he found out what his would be...It would let me know! I cant wait to hear from him to make sure he isokay! It has ( Read more... )

First of all I hate living in apartments, today the people who live above me left their bath tub running...which caused my bathroom and hallway to completey flood!!I hate knowing my brother has a huge ass ax in his room, cause personally he seems like the type to go crazy and murder his whole family!!I hate having to wear shoes :( I hate my job :( ( Read more... )

I hate it when its all cold and rainy outside you cant do anything :( I also hate having to run everynight...it is a pain in my arse! But I have gained a little bit of weight that I need to get rid of! 20 More days until Christmas...Nathan is so excited...I love being a parent ...it makes holidays so much better! Just to see the excitment on his ( Read more... )

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Ok well not too long ago I recived an e-mail from Jake ::loveya:: As soon as I saw that he had written me I started crying. This boy is amazing, everyting about him makes me love him! I cant wait to talk to him more. Im too excited to write, just know I talked to Jake he is amazing and he misses me too :) YAY

YAY I got a new job, still a huge crappy ass job, but hey a job!!! I will be head of Customer service and a near by grocery store!!! Pays pretty decent actually more than I would have guessed. I am hopefully going to start going to school this spring, to a beauty school!! That way I can get around to owning my own spa which would be super great :) ( Read more... )