bought a spanish- english dictionary for $4.99 and and a great book on antoni gaudi at borders the other day. i always took out a great book from the library that im reading called "Thank You and OK!" about a fellas trip to Japan and in a Buddhist monestary. its a great book. good humor. good first-hand insight. one day ill visit japan. and alaska ( Read more... )

did anyone see what quality TV was on last night? Im not shitting you. it was superb.

beavis and butthead on mtv2
exhibit, nate dogg, young mc and 5 other rappers on "The Weakest Link"
and anna nicole smith on howard stern from like 1990 something. she hasnt changed a bit..besideds the enormous fat period. shes such a hammer.

anyway, i was

i want johnny walker.

she wont break me down tonight ( Read more... )

You've got me girl on the run around run around ( Read more... )

today, we shoot for pritty. pritty like no other.

so you'll like me. pritty, like i like you.

so when i come home

prittylike before.

like a worldcure

in the brain andont he floor.

not alonesopritty not alone.

still in love so prettyystillin love.

Walk the twisted road that made you bleed again ( Read more... )

we are what we think. all that we are arises with our thoughts. with our thoughts, we make the world.

buddha

numb
down
afraid
ashamed
pathetic
weak
sick
empty
alone
desperate
sorry
sad

have semi-drunk family oriented conversation where i freak out out about personal things which bother me in front of people i which to not share them in front of. no one saves me. its ok. im abandoned. i have to waste time by myself, alone, when the ones i am longing for do not see me through. they always wanted to know my insides. but know theyll ( Read more... )