I miss justin =[

1/2 stone to go, and i'm at my goal weight..not quite sre if thats good or not. I set myself the target for the whole year and ive managed to loose 2 1/2 stone since january. My eatinis so particular im not sure if im just being picky or not. I wont drink anythin but water or squash ( Read more... )

Havnt written in here a while i guess its cos im doing alright, managed to get myself up to manager status at work in like 3 months =D have a car, got new friends. Have loadsa money thazt i actually dont have any use for.  Life is pretty awesome, and im glad that ive actually sorted myself out.

I actually am loving life.

Its fabulous.

had a meetin with the funeral director yesterday, funeral on 26th Which for someon dying on new years day is ages. But i was told alot of people died over christmas which is unfortunate, and not very nice.

Went to longacres today and ordered some flowers me and my bro have picked the biggest bunch of random flowers with colours that dont actually ( Read more... )

I am more cold than the average monkey.

Everything i seem to touch or go near turns sour. Ive always wanted the happy famil life, so ive been spending more time with all my family especially my grandparents ( Read more... )

oh and im blates have coffee and cake for lunch tomoro at starbucks.

thtas if i can bribe ppl away from frankie & bennys.

You make me so angry its unbelievable.

I'm really looking forward to seeing my shrink tomorrow. I have alot to say.
Everything is beginning to become more clear to me.

Fuckin right pile of wank.

The police wont do anything because they dont think im that dangerous to myself.

Nowhere will give me help unless i do anything.

How fuckin ridiculous is that?