interesting day, i must say.

bad night...im sufficiently annoyed. people suck. except for robin, i always love her. YAY FIGHTING.

valentines day is a waste of a holiday.

most uneventful past few days. School has been sucking, what else is new. Fighting with people sucks (lets just forget everything and be best friends and not fight anymore). Last night picked up robin, came home, alli came over, hung out, drew with oil pastels, went to taco bell, then to bens, had a lot of fun, then came home.  Took the SATs this ( Read more... )

my tribute to fallon chertock

Once upon a time there was this girl name Fallon Chertock. She was a lovely girl. Smart, pretty, nice, and the best friend EVER.  Before this summer i just knew who she was, like the girl i had seen sometimes at NFTY events or with alli occasionally.  And then this summer we went to Kutz.  When i arrived with all the ( Read more... )

okay...so the end...we are broken up...and im actually surprisingly ok with it...its definitely for the best and im pretty much over it...i mean in one perspective its kinda weird, but at the same time it was bound to happen and i was completely holding onto something in that past that was no longer there. And at first i thought it would suck, but ( Read more... )

so im in wellington...last night went out to dinner with robin, becca, mayan, and fallon at maceroni grill and had an awesoem time.  Then went to coldstond...oy. i finally saw him...stuff sucks when all your friends interfere with your relationship...but anyway dayna told me he said some stuff, i asked him about it...it was a very bad setting for ( Read more... )

ok so he finally calls with explainations. he was too drunk to drive home, so he didnt lie to me. and the messgae about hooking up with a girl, he said he was talking about a time he hooked up with me. and he hasnt called cuz he hasnt been home and he lost his phone yesterday.  its sort of a believable story, but the coincidences are just a little ( Read more... )

amazing how things never work out. first he lied straight to me. then he left me a message on my phone about another girl when he was drunk. then he ignored my calls and didnt call me. its been 3 days and still no call. i have no idea what to assume. did he cheat on me? is he breaking up with me? no idea. but if he didnt have anything to hide then ( Read more... )

new years was eh...not as good as last years, but thats ok. some of my friends suck and some are amazing. boys suck a lot. people make bad decisions when they are messed up. people dont return your phone calls. sometimes i feel like life is finally awesome, and then really bad thnigs happen. and then i realize im jumping the gun and i dont know ( Read more... )