being single is so much worse than i thought it would be...

it fucking sucks that summer was so damn short and that it is over and we go back to school on monday.  Oh well, it was amazing while it lasted, off to enjoy my last night with some of my favorite people alive <3

everyone is leaving...what the hell am i supposed to do with my summer?

i have the worst feeling ever about this, and i think itis going to be the end. and i dont know what to do, i dont know how to be my own person anymore. i lie, everything is good, no need to worry. i love you robin mkam and alli blum for listning to me forever.

long time no update -

summer has been amazing so far! im soo glad to not be in school and im soo glad the rain has sort of stopped.  Its going to suck soo much when everyone goes away and i feel like im going to have no friends.  Last night with robin and jess was CRAZY!  Smoking out of a bong is the most difficult thing ever! sometimes boys are ( Read more... )

i fucking hate high school and its triviality and how fucking stupid everyone is.  I cant stand one more year of this shit.

AP english - done (probably passed)

AP calc - done (.00001% chance of passing)

AP history - done (mad easy)

AP psych - next tuesday

AND THEN SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER!!!

i <3 the summer. and my friends. and the satisfaction of knowing everything ever in american history after an all-nighter with, thats right, school friends!

OAR on august 7th!! and the ( Read more... )

Life is just so complicated sometimes.

long time no update. this weekend was amazing cuz my favorite person in the whole world who is like my best friend came to visit me from georgia!! i love micaela!! we had such a fun weekend being with everyone i love (maddy robin asher fallon alli becca ben and bens friends) and im soooooo sad shes leaving!! AND she gave ***** his first ever ( Read more... )

so for a waste of a holiday, i must say i had the best time. <3