It's weird to see how times are changing. It's weird to see how everyone is changing. It's weird to look back and see how you, yourself has changed. We aren't the people we once were three years ago. kindergarten, you're learning how to write your name and all you want to do is play. elementary school you start getting little crushes on people and ( Read more... )

So I live in Plymouth now. I'm happier here. I'm glad I got out of Upton. Everytime I would leave upton for the weekend i would be so stressed out and so angry. I think things are going to get better. i've already been to my lowest point. I have a job now and i love it. I have the most amazing friends i could ask for. I can't wait to start school ( Read more... )

it seems like i rant a lot in this.. maybe i should stop ( Read more... )

So for my photography club, I decided to do a documentary on a deep subject that has really been on my mind. But just recently it really struck me. It is about how people are so self absorbed. how people are so caught up in their own lives that they don't even know when their best friend is planning on committing suicide. how people are so focused ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated this in i don't know how long. uhh wow, haha i was just reading all of my old entries and man are the mad emo. i guess i wrote them when i was depressed. it's odd because i wouldn't write stuff like that now. my life has completely changed in so many ways. but honestly, i wouldn't be the way i am if it weren't for the Lord. ( Read more... )

Let these words spill out of the speakers.
The story of my life.

all eyes are on you.
they see you suffering in angst and distress
they see you sitting there calling out for help
No one is listening.
They don't care about you, they dont give you the time of day.
Night gentley creeps up from the distance
the midnight fog rolling in is glowing underneath the rays of light from the moon.
seclusion.
No one is ( Read more... )

I don't understand how people can be so cruel.
Go off on your little ways.
Your regular life style.
Your usual games.
Watch and see how it isnt going to get you anywhere.
Grow up.
Show me your more than the image you created.

For months I have been writing

But nothing seems to fit.

Life is a jigsaw that was never meant to be finished

We have our guidelines and that should be enough for us to get by.

Living with you is different

Perspectives are changing and they shall never be the same.

All I am doing is what you told me

Am I good enough yet?

Let me know and I’ll tell ( Read more... )

havent updated since a while as you can see. uhh, i dont know. Go to this show on the 8th of august. Fear Before The March of Flames and The Number Twelve Looks Like You. Do it. $12. Palladium. Word. Uhh, so i went to a show in Uxbridge on Friday. It was pretty fun. I saw my friend Eric there who i have never met. haha :] it was kinda radical. I ( Read more... )