Well..I was going to update. but life sucks right now. I feel like shit...and I want to dieeeeeee. So i'm not writing. Because I don't want to make you read this shit. And I don't want your pity.

iplledtheTRIGGER: I LOVEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUU LINDSAY ANN. you are amazing, don't ever forget it.

*I love you Rachel Joy Strand.

I just took a quiz on seventeen.com

yeah, i know it's 1:00 in the morning, i'm a loser.

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I'm falling into it again. It's getting me. Pulling me in deeper then it ever has. I'm scared. I'm frustrated, mentally and physically. And I'm exhausted.

I'm so selfish. I know it's not just me that things happen to, but it feels that way sometimes. You know, once I think things are finally falling into place and I become somewhat happy, they go ( Read more... )

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Hmm...I was just reading Meghan's greatestjournal. She is so inspiring. This entry, the most amazing thing I've ever read. Honestly. Take a look.

( Meghan's outlook on love )

So...yeah. Fuck buddies? Whatever floats your boat, babe.

School is going really good still, I'm just stressin about finishing my book for English on time. And I have to do a powerpoint for Science by next thursday. I think I can mange with the powerpoint, but I don't know about the reading. =/

Today is my sister's due date for Kyler. He hasn't ( Read more... )

i'm in a gay mood

do you ever feel like...

BLAH..
and you just want to scream?

but you don't know why?

cause i do.

ha ha

tyson is my friend and i love him. he makes me giggle.

d is gaaaay cause he's SHADY

i love shanon.

bye

Hmm i never update anymore. I guess I've been busy doing nothing.

Friday was awesome. Got drunk with Shanon Josh Colette Jeremy and Dwayne. :) Yeah. No more details needed.......

D wants to date I guess, which i'm psyched about. :-D he's awesome..

yeh nothing really new. i have a boring life and no friends.

haha have a good day ya'll

As you all know, school is the place I go for happiness. When I get there, I suddenly become happy. My friends, just the environment makes me happy. I don't know what it is, but I am happy when I'm there ( Read more... )

( fuck him )