what do you do when you have lost everything you have had and got so adjusted to... and then just deal with it.. is it possible .. its all so crazy and so confusing...

bitches!

Ok so im updating... whoopie eh? ... well i dont have to work today so thats good... im in 1st period right now... im tired and cranky and later im going to go to dustins and watch movies and take a shower!<3 whoot! anywayz lifes gay .. thought you all should know

Hello guys i havnt done this in forever... but im in 4th period right now ... (comp ) and yea i wanted to do something besides typing ... gag me polease... anywayz rachel is back at our school and im pretty pissed off i got my drivers licence now and i now own the chevy blazer ... im so excited... i have a job interview today and i start next ( Read more... )

im in a thing again.... 2 people... and confused <3

Vegas baby!

haaa llo.... all well this weeek has been a complete blow in the ass.. i realize that i havnt written in this is a while.. but whatever ... i read all my journals from like the chirstopher era and what not and that was freakin hilarious! haha thats amazes me i changed so much .. me and my mom got in a fight today and she is a major bitch and living ( Read more... )

i cant help the fact that my mom changed her mind for the trip to vegas... no matter what i do i cant please anyone enough... ihad plenty of reasons not to come but i decided to anywayz and this time it was my mom who let both of us down and i cant change that so if you want to be mad then fine but be mad at my mom ... im tired of people never ( Read more... )

Wow long time i havnt written in this... idaho is an alright place after being here since last september i have learned alot about myself and others... i cant believe time and flew by so fast ... its hard to imagine that wouldnt have actually made the chance in moving... im an offical cowgirl! and i love it lol ( Read more... )

well i dunno where to start really i havnt updated in forever and if i did it wouldnt matter becasue the people i have on here ... well we dont really even talk anymore... and the others are faggots... so i learn to just steer clear.... anywayz life has been... different... last weekend i ran away from home and didnt come back... but then i did a ( Read more... )