Shit hit the fan with CG, and now I think I'm really done. Even right afterwards, I was feeling like "Oh, well, maybe this can still happen. He said such and such a thing that makes me think he does have feelings for me after all, and he was so genuine when he said it, blah be blah, whine, whine, wambulance." But now, after stewing for a few days ( Read more... )

When it's six o'clock in the morning, and I step outside to watch the sun rise, a cool breeze dancing across my exhausted skin after wrapping on a 16 hour night of shooting it is then when I realize: this is who I am, this is what I do, this is what makes me happy. No matter what other frustrating shenanigans are going on behind the scenes. No ( Read more... )

So CG just left my house. He wants to hang out again tomorrow night...and the night after ( Read more... )

So Joe is back...or trying to be. I'm trying to blow him off. But it's hard because I would like an attractive dude to tell me how hot I am since, being insecure, I have a hard time doing that for myself.

Also, I need some vacay. Apparently I have some PTO coming...

Dear coworker guy ( Read more... )

I woke up to a text message from Joe this morning wishing me a Happy Valentine's Day and calling me beautiful. I don't know if it means anything or not with regards to what's going on with he and I, but it means a lot to me that he was the first to send me greetings this morning. I wonder if that was his intent, seeing as he's never texted me ( Read more... )

So, I did it. I caved. Fur came over this weekend to hang out, and I caved this morning. A few times ( Read more... )

It's snowing again. I love the snow, it's so beautiful, but I really hate that I've come to think of 50 degrees as "warm and toasty" weather. Bah. I wonder if Punxsutawney Phil will predict us an early spring? Pleeeeeeese! Someone give that groundhog a blow job or something.

Yes. I guess I feel like writing today ( Read more... )

My job at the Fright Farm ended on Saturday, Halloween. This is a bummer, but I have come away with a new group of friends at school, who also worked on the farm and car pooled with me! Whoda thunk it?? A new group of friends, and a crush. He was one of the actors at tha haunt, and he's a WONDERFUL, sweet, creative, artist type guy...who, if things ( Read more... )