so lately i feel like ive been wasting my time. like the past 10 months has been a lie and that i will never be enough. apparently i dont deserve answers to all the little details that are kept from me. only to be uncovered at a time when i am incapable of responding to it. is it so much to ask? stop fucking using me.. it is seriously getting old. ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in forever.
Merry Christmas eve guys.

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Hey guys, sorry its been so long. We had a storm last week and our computer comes on and everything but for some reason the mouse and keyboard don't work. We tried switching to our wireless ones but they didn't work either. Moms calling Compaq tonight to ask about it ( Read more... )

Spring break is finally here! Although mine is longer than everyone elses cause I'm suspended the day we go back. My cell phone rang in class (why anyone would call me at school is beyond me) I thought I had it on vibrate. Blugh. Its cool though cause they were gonna give me 3 days of either suspension or AC. Fuck that.

I think I hate myself. I'm so ridiculous. It took me 20 minutes to get up the balls to ROLL down the fucking pyramid. How stupid. So I finally did it, then I wouldnt do it again. Whatever ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you.

On Thursday I got to get checked out of school for my dentist appointment which was cool. I got my teeth cleaned.. I have two minor cavities, one on each side so I have to have them filled during spring break. I chose to do them both on the same day so I'm gonna have a lot of novacaine ( Read more... )

Dad and I overslept today so I got checked in 2nd period. It was cool, I got an extra hour and 15 minutes sleep. Something weird happened but I dont feel like talking about it. I have a slurpee right now so I'm happy :) Skated today, I dont want to tomorrow, I want James to come over but I already know he wont unless it rains. Theres a 50% chance ( Read more... )

Yesterday- Father and I went to the gas station and got breakfast. We were out of soda at home :( Im such a caffeine addict. Then I went to school, nothing really interesting happened that I can think of right now. I finished my library book (Stephen King's Christine). It was so good. I read all through 5th and 6th period until the end.. I couldnt ( Read more... )