I may be in a financial shit hole, but I love my life ( Read more... )

For my friends and family out of state ( Read more... )

So I am bad for not saying anything for 5 months. But in those 5 months a lot has happened, David said I love you, and now might be coming to live with me, I got to go to NYC, and I am still at La James.

Next week I jump back into Term 1 at school and I am really excited! No more worries, I will have passed into the next realm of school at warp ( Read more... )

So new year brings new life. Life the real thing, not the fake ass shit we go through in high school is finally setting in. Shit and I agree with my cousin it is hard. I want to keep going on the track I am on because it has never been better. In one year I will be in a career and I will be making a life for myself. I will be getting the life I ( Read more... )

So my birthday trip to Cleveland got canceled... David had unexpected bills to pay and so we had no extra money. Oh well. I thought it was no big deal cause we can always go at another time, but I just found out two of my aunts dogs are dying. I bet I won't be able to see them before they pass :( But that is life. After doing something dumb and ( Read more... )

There is a whirlwind of emotion... All I can say is I am so happy that I am going to be together with David forever. There may be no engagement ring right now, but there doesn't need to be. I know how we feel about each other and how I feel in his arms. Nothing in the world can ever match it.  I can never be sad as long as he is in my life. I ( Read more... )

I hope everyone can feel what I am feeling. At times I feel stressed, but all in all because I have David in my life I have a great calmness about it. I feel a gat security with him, I really think I will have him by my side forever and ever...

In other news, I am working on getting a loan so I can move into an apartment... I love my family but I need to move out, there will be less tension and everything. I mean it is hard for friends and my boyfriend to be over without me having to deal with my parents asking questions ( Read more... )

So I am still with David. This is the greatest relationship I have ever been in, and I am glad because I love him. I really do. I have said that about a select few in the past, I know... but I have learned why I thought I was before and why I was wrong. Now I know it is the real deal. We are together a lot now, which is great, but I know once ( Read more... )

Thanks to everyone who commented on my last post. I have had the help of the most amazing person and I think I am thinking more clearly. If you have seen the Holiday, he is my Jack Black. Anyway I am sure life will get better. I don't know if all these feeling have been weather related. I have heard that can happen. I has been bad weather here for ( Read more... )