I haven't been on in forever.Don't know that anyone gets on here anymore.I have like 2 or 3 of these things and well I get lost in them.I thin there was one for a specific reason and i used mostly that one and forgot about this one.Hmm..I get myself confused in my own things.haha ( Read more... )

I'm not saying that anyone ever told me things would be easy.Well no one ever really told me anything.I've had to figure things out on my own.It has been a battle and of course it is, that is life.This past week had been full of ups and downs.Good times and some not so grea times.I screw things up and try to fix others but I'm not sure if I should ( Read more... )

Well golly.I haven't been on since May.WOW ( Read more... )

Last full week of school.Gosh.Crazy stuff.Today was pretty fun.
English- signed year books, started our seniro art project.haha.It is a puzzle piece.
Ceramics- The Art Institute came...seen it before.Kind of zoned out.
TA- Sat around and talked with Anna
Health- Watched Bowling for Columbine.Seen it but still watched.It is a good movie.
Lunch- Went to ( Read more... )

It is Thrusday night...
I stayed home sick today
I was really sick last night.It was awfull!!
Yearbooks came out today..I wasn't there
Getting Prom ticket tomorrow and yearbook
I think I'm going with Katie and Thamer
Devin and Sarah are going together I think.
Kim hasn't talked to me since yesterday at school.
She is being weird.I don't care.I have my real ( Read more... )

Everything is just going so fast and yet so slow all at the same time.I know I'm crazy.But that is how life goes.Maybe I should have gone back on my meds.Anyways...what I was saying.Everything and everyone is kind of drifting.Things change and so do people.Time moves on and so do people.Ok I'm just being stupid with my words now.I just feel like ( Read more... )

So I haven't been on since Feburary.GOSH ( Read more... )

So I'm terribly sick.I still can't eat without throwing up later.It really sucks.My parents don't care to take me to the doctor.I really don't think it is good if I'm vomiting blood.I mean seriously!I pretty much don't eat these days.I do every so often becuase I can't stand the hunger pain.I hate it when I have to throw up an hour later.Anyways.My ( Read more... )

So this is how things go these days...

Chrissy and Ben are going out
I can't eat without throwing up...
So I've lost weight cuz of this
I'm quite tired these days
The new semester starts tomorrow
I have online health to finish still
I need to fill out loan papers
Friends are an odd thing these days...
Off and on...here and there
At least I still have my 2 ( Read more... )

So things have been crazy.
Drama...
Friends coming and going.
Crying..
Finding faith
losing myself
relizing what i need to do
relizing things i shouldn't care about
this road i'm going down..
it will take a while to get used to
these things aren't easy
they wont get easier
things just are the way they are