So, I"ve screwed up once again.I did go to school yesterday becuase I wans't ready for my speech class and my shoulder is still so fucking sore.I don't know what is wrong and I don't know that trying to go see my doctor will help.I might be able to do my speech tomorrow but still I'm so not ready for it.My dad is ok with me dropping the class ( Read more... )

Its is nearly 4:30 in the fucking morning and the boy still hasn't noticed I got out of bed.I don't even know what to think.He just got back in town yesterday and its been a rough day.I should have gone to urgent care like the woman on the phone said.I fucked up.

So...I haven't updated in a while.My bad.I have been busy with work, school and my loving boyfriend.Gosh I am so in love with that boy.He is still out of town at the time being.He comes home friday.I got saturday off so that I can spend ALL day with him.I miss him so much.We have been able to talk every day, but not as much as I would like.I voiced ( Read more... )

I got a call from my friend Jackie that I work with saying that our boss is mad at me and that I should be expecting a call.I haven't gotten said call yet but I'm scared.She apparently want to move me to another location.Someone apparently called and complained that I was rude.1.. I was sick that day 2.. I wasn't schedualed to work and we couldn't ( Read more... )

So good to me ( Read more... )

That is what I told him the other night.He said I love you too.He said he was afraid to say it first because he did want to get rejected.I don't know how he could think that.I am crazy about that boy and he knows it.He told me that I was the first girl to ever say 'I love you' to him.Our relationship is doing really well.I am so happy with him.We ( Read more... )

Turns out his grandma had a stroke yesterday, that is why I haven't heard from him.We have plans to get together tomorrow after I get out of class.I miss that boy.I told him he can't do things like that again.I kind of freak out about guys and not hearing for them.I have been done wrong by a lot of guys and they all end up doing the same things.It ( Read more... )

WOW.I thought he was a good one, but maybe he wasn't.
I haven't heard from him...
I think I wont ever hear from him again

I always get screwed over
I was stupid to sleep with him : ,(

So the boy stayed the night last night.We watched Tropic Thunder and cuddles, and well ate...a lot.lol.My parents are out of town for a week.I was able to have him over with no trouble.Though he has been staying the night but I don't know if my parents are aware of it.I really like this one.It kind of scares me.I haven't felt this way about a guy ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!Wow some of the stuff I say on here is so stupid.I am so stupid.lol.I have grown up a lot the past few months.You can tell I hardly ever get on here.My friend Shannon told me the other day that she have a live journal and asked if I had one and remembered that I do but never really get on it.Last time I updated was September.A LOT ( Read more... )