yeah / i'm a freak / i only wish i could be as cool as you

[xxconfessionsxx]

yeah. been a hell of a day, and now I'm sitting here crying and chainsmoking. and i know i promised joss i'd quit, and i will - tomorrow, because today i just needed something to calm myself down

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*crosses fingers*

[wannaspeakwhale]

i'm so sorry for pressuring u about that dear. it really is up 2 u nd if this is wut u want 2 do it's you're body and i won't continuously lecture you on it anymore i promise. i love you no matter what and i pray 2 God that your father doesn't lose his job. i don't know what i'd do without my kirstie. as for lisa loeb havin a show on the cookin channel that's just like the perfect example of how screwed up the world is. i'll keep my fingers crossed for you love.

Re: *crosses fingers*

[xxconfessionsxx]

keep pressuring, keep lecturing, you're being an amazing mummy as usual. i need that pressure, i really do need to quit. p'rhaps i'll steal my dad's nicorette gum, as he's never going to use the damn stuff.
yeah, i'm praying for it too. i need my joss-mummy! -hugs- although you without me might be a good thing, for you anyway. there'd be one less thing to bother you, then, dearie.
yeah, i found that ironically funny. that, and the fact that her cohost on the show is a dude name 'dweezil'. who names their child dweezil? that's practically child abuse.

Re: *crosses fingers*

[wannaspeakwhale]

dweezil? omg that's worse than poor sunny may from last year (remember that?)....nd it would most definately b worse w/out u so good luck w/the gum nd since u insisted i'll keep bein the annoying mother that i am. :)

:(

[iamsmall]

Oh, Kirstie, I never knew. And I feel really stupid now.
This entry is over a week old, and I regret not finding it on my friends list. I need to see you even more now. The first thing I'm gonna do is give you a hug.
I hope everything's alright with you now, and, if you're trying to hide anything, you're good at it. ;)
<3333

Re: :(

[xxconfessionsxx]

You know how much I love you, Nicole?
You're so awesome. Thank you for caring so much, darling. I don't deserve you. <3<3