well i am feeling really good and i hope it doesn't stop... i am happy and stuff... i feel a kind of happy ..i haven't felt in 7 months..it is like wow.. yea i thought eveyone would like to know i am not like my depressed self right now.... i went to bri's party on saturday and i saw like a lot of people from aqua and i had a ton of funn i missed ( Read more... )

soo yeaa well this has been my week so far

monday-i belive i went to school and then keri came over..we went into the pool and watched a movie

tuesday- i went to school came home and then keri came over agian and it was a repeat of monday..
wendsay-tomorrow i am going to school then going to the mall getting my hair done and that is all i know now
( Read more... )

1. What time is it? 6:11p.m ( Read more... )

You Are 26 Years Old

26

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

well today i went to a training session at work and it was fun...i will be put on next week w00t...finaially i have a job...my mom went to the doctor today and my mom can have her baby anytime soon now i think about 2 weeks that will be fun..i think it will be nice to have a baby brother around the house..i have been studying a lot and i am hopeing ( Read more... )

well things have been..lets see intersting..my mood is all fucked...well school is fun and i like it i have been working hard on this for next year..my mom is almost ready to have the baby and now that someone is not telling me how horrible it is going to be i am actually excited about it, it is going to give me more responsibily and i am happy ( Read more... )

well today was fun...i went to school that went by very fast...then after school i went home and sat on the computer for a while...then i ended up falling asleep for a hour or two..then woke up to keri and matt at my door they hung around while i got ready...then we went to garden city and on the way home we went to the playground...then keri and ( Read more... )

ok well anyway this is a journal update that is really needed....i am sick i really am... all hope is lost...for eveything....now with the rest of my life i am going to work my ass off and pray that i will die from something early in life...sounds horrible doesnt it well...to me i dont want to live anymore...life is a great thing if you dont screw ( Read more... )

ok it is 4:30 and i just finished one of the books i just bought and i loved it and it made me feel like everything is going to be ok...i will update more tomorrow i am actually happy....<3 amanda

3:05 A.M. wont the night just die...anyway i decided to update i don't seem the point of it cause all i am going to do is complain...but who fucking cares anymore basically i have been really depressed like a lot to the point where i don't like doing anything anymore...like i just can't go to the mall...i can't do it...this summer has sucked soo ( Read more... )