Yep, ALMOST forgot I had one of these. LJ looks way differen't It's been about A year since I've written or even looked at anyone's. I am going to retire though because I have no friends. HAH. Have a nice life

I am worth $735,000 on HumanForSale.com

Yeh so it's been a long time since I've written in this. it's 4 till midnight-officially Saturday the 18th. Not important I guess but it's the 1yr anniversary of Angie's suicide. I am 18 now and trying to enjoy it but this cold wether makes me not want to go outside, so therefore I haven't been to the Lumberyard or Romantix :( yet ( Read more... )

a year ago today is when I found out.
A year ago today I cried more than I have ever cried.
A year ago today I got my first "wake up call"

...sucky attempt at this poetry >(

RIP Dustin Friesner
<3 most awesomest dude when he was alive
<3 most awesomest dude even dead
...I can't wait. I don't want to wait

Blah. Today was sucky. One year anniversaqry of Dusty's death and all that good stuff :\ I went to the cemetery with Maggie htis morning before school. Let's see, at like 1:30 AM (I'm guessing) the fire alarms in our house went off because my stupid drunken/passedthefuckout stepdad left his frozen pizza in the oven for like 3 hrs and it got all ( Read more... )

Uhm since I got kicked out of my house in Ankeny, I now live with my mom on the Eassiiidddeee of DSM..and uhm she has no internet and it kinda sucks and I get bored easily, so I'm working as much as they'll [Panchero's] allow me...and uhm last weekend I hung out with Sheena and TJ at javas, went to the garden for my first drag show, that was ( Read more... )

I am a miserable person, who has not succeeded at much in life. I spread my pain and misery to those around me like an infection. I hurt the ones I love and those who love me. I dont know how to enjoy life anymore. I cry. I get high. Im lonely. I secretly want to die. My emotions have ruined my life. Most of my smiles are not real. Im sad. Im in ( Read more... )