i have finally started a new journal.
it feels like a fresh start :)

http://polaris-mywayhome.blogspot.com/

being home feels so good, but i love radford so much too
chris came to visit me :) it was a really nice surprise.
amanda and i made dinner for the boys last night it was cute
i have lots of working to do, even while on break.

theres a big hole in my heart. i cant handle the loss of another friend.
jimmy and breanne were such incredible people. i dont understand why this happened to them.
im going to miss jimmy so much.

i love how when me and all the boys get wasted and start breaking things with a bat and i bust my hand up, he gets me ice. and eventhough we got into a fight about stupid relationship things, he still takes care of me and when i start to get angry with him and just stop walking then procede to sit in the middle of the road..he picks me up and ( Read more... )

i got the "im too busy for a relationship" and "i think you like me more than i like you"

awesome.

Common Expression
The man above me is saying something. He is
saying something over and over the same
thing. What. What are you saying, I am
saying but he is still saying what
he was saying using the sound of it to take him
where he wants to go and someplace inside me
closes and I feel nothing but know only this
cheap chosen comfort has taken a ( Read more... )

( my life is amazing )

so we're fostering 5 new born kittens and they are the cutest little kittens ive ever seen. they are black and white and just adorable. they snuggle up on my head and its so cute! im going to pi kaps date party with my new boy mike! hes the sweetest boy ever.. he buys be coffee when im studying and takes me out to lunch and dinner :) my life is so ( Read more... )

im sooooo stressed outtttt

radford is so much fun right now ( Read more... )