So I finally remember to type up a journal entry ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i last typed things up.

Currently, im ill. Lost my voice. And in a killer band. Band practise tomorrow i just hope my voice is back by then and i sound in tune.

My love life is pretty dead.

I like a guy, he doesn't like me. I stand no chance because he's beautiful.

College is amazing.

And im really happy.

Thats it

I cannot believe how happy i've been recently =]. I have finally seen what i am about, what i have to do and well, ok i haven't figured out how to get there yet but that'll come to me sooner or later ( Read more... )

correct ... you're a bigger cunt than most ( Read more... )

Nights like this is when i really question my judgements, and decisions. People ask me if i miss him. Of course i do. They ask me if i still love him, same answer. I can't switch of my feelings, unlike him ( Read more... )

Last night was thrilling :o). Me and LJ went to a gig at the swan in Truro after standing there smoking for half an hour i started to get bored - needless to say. I didn't know anyone except lj and bennay. But as the night progressed it got a teeny bit better, we went for a walk round the town and ended up at tescos where i bought wine and vodka, ( Read more... )

oops :o) I always forget i have this. Well alot of shit has happened recently, which i can't really be arsed to go into in full detail ( Read more... )

am i wrong to be warey of all these 'girl' friends?

maybe im just paranoid.

i dont know.

gah.

*has tingles*

So Matthoo actually asked me out tonight. I was deeply shocked heheh. Cos Frank's been asking me out all day but i wanted to be with Matt sooo sooo badly. Though the distance is a killer.
He makes me smile so much, ive never met a guy like him before and i've truely fallen for him <3 ( Read more... )

moo. so i feel so faint again today, its slightly odd. but i dont really want to make a fuss out of it. people reckon i winge too much already. gah ( Read more... )