well i finally got sum time to write in this shyt...been busy...gettin my passport...gettin everything together with the moving...the trip im takin to D.R....gonna b gone for a lil less than a month...gonna b worried leavin some people here alone...anywayz...styll in heat...juss tryin to relax...cleanin...watchin all these fukin sappy movies over n ( Read more... )

so i had some sort of panic attak last...i was flippin out jumpin around in my room...but i feel betta...aint gonna let some little attaks kill my plans...no one should let lil shyt kill thier plans(u kno who u are)...anywayz...im off...to clean...then out 4 a while...ah saturday...saturdays usually suk 4 me...hopefully today it wont....

yea...i wanna fuk...i dont wanna make love...no lovey dovey shyt....i juss wanna have some hardcore ruff ass sexx...so im on search...im in heat accordin to a freind...so yea...its mandatory i find someone asap...cuz masturbatin aint my thing....i kno u girls like doin that shyt...u got ur toys nd shyt...nah im good...the real shyt is betta...oh ( Read more... )

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spent the night walking around...no 1 was talkin to me anywayz...

Ha...u kno i love how people talk bullshyt...my onli freinds talk shyt about me...sayin im crazi...ha...yea...im fuked up in the head a bit...But u love me that way...or so u say....

Don't be stupid, find out who you fuckin' wit son ( Read more... )

sorry im havin another bi-polar moment...im pretending yesterday didnt happen...ugh my brother informed me that last nite someone called me from mcdonalds...the one in mill creek...prolly for a job...but u kno how that is...me n juliet aint gonna swoop down to that level again...lol...i really dont kno wanna go...so imma hold out...maybe somewhere ( Read more... )

i realized how much of a failure i was yesterday night....im losing things left n right...my home...my freinds...i hate bein alone...nd i fear thats wats gonna happen...i made a mistake last night...i started fighting with people that i cared about...now it looks like they dont care about me like they used to...i dont want anything to change...i ( Read more... )

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