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i woke up a lil while ago...i slept around 2 hours...better than nothing...im so out of place...i feel like i dont belong...y??...god...y do i feel this way...i had the strangest dream...wiredest fukin strangest dream...im not even allowed to talk about it...i kno how much trouble i'll get myself into...im supposed to b happy right?...then y do i ( Read more... )

B easy nigga..i'll lay ur ass out...
Believe me nigga...thats wat im about...
gangsta gangsta gangsta gangsta gangsta.....

Ugh wat a night...styll waitin for everyone to wake up...wtf hurry up...im bored... :P ...plannin on havin a good day today chillin wit thse niggaz....hopefully ALL of them come thru...well until lata...hopin to solve some

i could be cold
i could be ruthless
you kno i could be just like you
i could be weak
i could be senseless
you kno i could be just like you

not havin a good day so far....people wanna fight...so imma fight...god...i wish all the hair that was growin on my face would grow on my head...actually there is some progress...styll short...but some progress

is revenge that sweet?...then y isnt this blood on my hands make me feel good...i fuking hate humans...vile stupid creatures driven by hate n other stupid feelings...stupid stupid creatures...we deserve to get blown up in a huge nuclear war...all of us...were not merciful...so y should we recieve any mercy...fuk everyone...(put down the music ( Read more... )

hello hello...juss updatin u kno...listenin to breaking benjamin...sooner or later...love the video...Crie u should see it...anywayz...i talked wit juliet online 4 a while...didnt kno how much of an ass Jon was bein...anywayz...gotta get ready 4 school...i feel shitty sik tired...too many fixed feelings...was talkin to tasha last night about my ( Read more... )

this song didnt make much sense to me until i started having my sleeping problem...but now i understand...i sleep awake...anywayz...i havent gotten any calls...havent gotten anything...juss sitting here...cleaning...watching...heh...hope everyones ok ( Read more... )

whoa...everyone needs to light a spliff n chillax...i kno i kno...i get into my moods sometimes...all dpressed...but wateva...anyone need to talk to me juss call my house phone...don worry...ask 4 me...i'll go n talk...havent slept...lol...neva do..

im really really sorry...i couldnt come thru...i kno im bein a gay ass boyfreind...im sorry i felt mad shitty...but i finally got some sleep...finally...feel kinda beter...juss wanna dedicate 2 songs to my love cc for bein so patient wit me...P.O.D.-Find My way and 50 Cent-So Amazing...baby sorry i couldnt go...i kno u prolly mad at me...hope u ( Read more... )

don worry about me...i hear niggaz sayin im supposed to die tonight...they put a hit out actin like the shit ok...somebody gon die tonight...