oooo look at me, updating twice in one month! well i had my first AA meeting friday, it was alright....and christmas fuckin sucked...as usual other than that i've been quite easy going, nothing bothering me like it usually does....im at peace for once...but for some reason, this peace is awkward, a peace of rest, for the past few days i've felt as ( Read more... )

havent updated in a while, as usual, well, im in 3 different AA meetings and im on supervized probation, its not that bad, almost the same thing as unsupervised except with monthly piss tests and i'll fail those anyways because i've smoked everyday and im not quiting anytime soon. anyways, i dropped off all my friends because they're just to much ( Read more... )

Smurf's almost out of money....we been drinking and getting stoned all day everyday for a week now....jessica came back yesterday and lynn moved yesterday.....im a bit high right now so if this shit doesnt make sense oh well...my hairs dark purple and my eybrows peirced...to bad my camera dont work, i broke it lol oh derk comes back next friday ^_ ( Read more... )

i doubt me and Mat will be working out any longer, i have a cutting problem and a pill addiction and he hates it...he gets pissed at me and acts all emo about it...but in good news, everyone gets paid today so im getting high, and tomorrow im going to see the devils rejects with my brother and his girlfriend, Mat, Kristy and Smurf....and after that ( Read more... )

sorry i havent updated in a long ass time...i finally got a boyfriend after me and jessica broke up for the 50th time...well...the news with my new boyfriend...his name is Mat...he's 18 and he moved in with me and he's moving to georgia with me ^_^ we been going out since 4th of july lol i met him once back last december but i just recently got to ( Read more... )

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNDI!!!!

this is an entry completely dedicated to my cyndi since its her birthday and im nice like that ^_^

10 Reasons Why I Love Cyndi-

1. She loves me

2. She's a good problem solver, even if they never work

3. She does dumb shit with me when we're together

4. Cyndi is the most swetest nicest evilest greatest goodest friend in ( Read more... )

the "from here to horrowood" tour is at jaxx next thursday, i cant go....fuckin figures i cant go!!! all because i walked out of the school and got drunk instead o_O isnt that a fucked up reason why i cant go?! justin got drunk and got in a fight IN school and he didnt get in trouble, but noooo, i get in trouble!!!!!! its complete bullshit, and ( Read more... )

I've been having problems again : (  I'm a very bad person...i was supposed to stop...but i couldnt, i think i need help, soon i wont have anymore arms, but i cant help it....i just cant...

( Sometimes, I Hate Myself )

well, i got some pix, but its only 1 of me and 1 of my brother and my new bass, theres only 1 of me because i look like shit in pix ^_^ here they are

( the new shit )

sorry i never update, im always out doing shit! well, i got a new bass, so thats always fun...but i forgot to get an amp, so i went out saturday, got to the guitar center, and it was closed, and i knew it, but i forgot...but, instead i got to see Cyndi!!! i never see her anymore!! well, im gonna get some pix up soon, but first my lazy ass has to ( Read more... )