So….figured id update a lil…since I havent in a while… Ive found myself thinking about Dre a lot lately.. like I mean a whole lot.. So I decided to call his cell number.. Even though the last time I tried it, it said that it was temporarly out of service.. I called and it rang 4 times and that operator didn’t come up.. so I got scared and hung up… ( Read more... )

so..yea its been like sense september and i havent told anyone.. for the first time in my life, no one knows who i like.. it kinda feels good to keep it inside.. im not afraid of what people mite think when they find out i like a girl.. its actually the complete opposite.. im afraid of what she mite think.. idk.. ive known her for a couple of years ( Read more... )

Idk.. ive been in this class for like 30 minutes now... ive been working on my work like a good little girl till like 5 seconds ago.. i got completely fustrated with it.. idk whats wrong with me.. i just got a complete feeling of emptiness go through my body... i havent had this feeling in a while.. i hate when i get it because i feel like complete ( Read more... )

Cant be here anymore.. i cant last another year in this house.. today was just such a bad day and its only 3.. i need a fucking car... i need to get out of here.. and not come back.. i cant do it.. my mom has turned into a psycho.. i dont get it.. like its the first time in a while she screamed at me and like pushed me down and basically hit me.. i ( Read more... )

Havent really writen in here in a while, but nuttin really has changed.Except for me and tony.. he started going out wit lauren again a month ago. and it really sucks... seems like me and him are growing further and further apart and it really sucks.. everytime we talk we get into some kind of fight.. he is my best friend.. we shouldnt be fighting ( Read more... )

<3 Nina Tullo <3
12/9/84 - 1/1/04
R.I.P. We miss you
We always remember you.
It definately wasnt your time to go.

New years... whats the big deal about it.. its just like every other day.. nothing special about it.. the whole big hype was made by a man as another excuse to get drunk.. its soo stupid.. and this whole.. i have to have someone i love so i can kiss at midnight.. thats pointless.. what about people like me.. i dont have anyone.. its just soo stupid ( Read more... )

I finally got away from my house... Im up by my aunts house now and gonna be here the rest of the week.. I needed to get away from my house, from my town.. everything about it made me sad... i thought that coming here would make it better.. but so far it hasnt..basically its the same as my town but im in a diff house. Idk what to do with my life ( Read more... )

~~~Friends Only~~~
I dont trust many people anymore...fuck the world...i hate you all..