i felt the baby move for the first time the other night. everything is becoming more real. to my surprise it doesnt scare me. it makes me more excited. i lay in bed everynight and think about what my future holds. everything about this was so outside of my life plan. but to my amazement thats ok. i know everything is going to be ok. because i know ( Read more... )

the table was cold. my nerves started creeping up my body as the doctor placed her hands on my body. and then i heard the most amazing sound ( Read more... )

my life is starting a new, huge, exciting chapter.

farrand and i are pregnant.

im going to be a mommy!

this boy

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i dont think anyone even reads this anymore but ill post this anyway. its more for me to let all my feelings out anyway..good and bad ( Read more... )

life is funny ( Read more... )

hi,
its been awhile...
so, im in norcal visiting.
if you didnt see me
dont worry...
im staying this time.

lastnight i decided that im moving back...
its the right thing to do.
i love la.
but i love my friends and family more.

shit, shit and more shit ( Read more... )

mmm<33
i met a boy that makes me smile realy big

i went home for my bday blah blah blah
saw joey and brian blahh blah blah <33