Is this what you wanted Alex?

rearrangingDig [8:07 PM]:  Your fucking fat ass hoe
rearrangingDig [8:08 PM]:  your so fucking fat that ure gonna die of obesidty
rearrangingDig [8:08 PM]:  your gonna be in the unpopular group
rearrangingDig [8:08 PM]:  its no wonder uve only had 1 bf and cant get ne1 u like
rearrangingDig [8:08 PM]:  i wasent gonna be ( Read more... )

I dont care if she yells at me for showing this but sarah said this to me today:

rearrangingDig [8:07 PM]:  Your fucking fat ass hoe
rearrangingDig [8:08 PM]:  your so fucking fat that ure gonna die of obesidty
rearrangingDig [8:08 PM]:  your gonna be in the unpopular group
rearrangingDig [8:08 PM]:  its no wonder uve only had 1 bf and cant get ne1 u ( Read more... )

Well.... That was a BLAST! I had a full week of stuff to do I don't want to go back to school! lol. Monday I went to Universal w/ Amber that was awsome! The Hulk was cool. I learned a lesson... when we go for our 8th grade trip, DO NOT wear shorts! it was cold as hell. on tuesday i went to lunch w/ mah dad and grandparents. Then on wednesday I was ( Read more... )

Last night I spent the @ Niki's w/ Chels. It was fun. We rented 2 movies.... I know what you did last summer and gothica.. we didnt finish gothica though. Then in the morning we tried to make pancakes. everything was made and put syrup on, but then i said they tasted nasty and i told niki to try it and she said it was grosse too. first we thought ( Read more... )

Universal -

I went to Universal yesterday w/ amber. It was cool. Theres not alot to say right now im all cought up in a moment ill get to in a min.

Go-Carting -

Matt, Alex, and I all went go carting it was fun wenever Matt came up to me we'd say "OHHH" lol it was funne. then after we got in his moms car and it got completely emotional... Alex and ( Read more... )

As of now there IS NO hope. Iv lost the most important thing in life. And its not comming back. Today didnt rele help my feelings either. He said he wasnt ready for a "forever" relation ship but nothing is forever. I think i get it... he doesnt want to get in to n e thing major... he wants to focus on school, grades, and a good time. I now realize ( Read more... )

By now I have realized these feelings are not going away. And it sux. I mean i dont want to live w/ this feeling for a long time. Belive me its not a good feeling! its kinda like a feeling wen u read this quote:

"The hardest thing in life is to watch the one u love, love someone eles"

And its true it is hard.But i know nothing i do or say will make ( Read more... )

As I lay in my bed last night, I still coulden't find one reason why I shouldent stop loving him.. On the other hand other people might. I don't care anymore. The only thing I hope for is for him to come back to me. Which I know isn't going to happen.  I just miss having him as a Boyfriend. We lost SO much wen he dumped me.. All the time spent, all ( Read more... )

A wise Sean once said:

"if you don't learn how to love yourself, how are other suppose to?" (lol thanx)

I was thinking about that for and hour while looking in the mirror! I was getting ready for Universal (yes, alredi) and i had a bathing suit on and shorts. I was looking at myself from head to toe for the longest time trying to see something ( Read more... )

I went to the moveies w/ Niki and Chels! It was cool! I mean usually u can predict the future to a horrer movie but DAMN i didnt know what was comming! that movie was good! and their rele cool. We went into the bathroom afterward and put soap on the floor and we slid around after that go boring we went outside and played w/ foam and spit on the ( Read more... )