Cancer ( Read more... )

jeee.....all i ask for is an explinatoin to what happened the other night. a simple, this is what i mean. or a yes or a no. damn i would even take a leave me the hell alone, just because i would know ( Read more... )

Yes I haven’t done this in a while, but tonight is an exception ( Read more... )

My tuesdays suck ass so bad its not even funny. 7:30 class, and my day doesnt end till 5:20. The worse part is that i spend just about the whole day alone. This is were i pick up my feeling of being lost in a big crowd of people and the feeling of being alone. Im getting a little worried about my self. i have the urge to smoke pot again, and ( Read more... )

a little add on to my post form earlier tonight. i have the reacuring thought that some things in my live are pointless. It seems that i try, and the trying is pointless. i dont understand, maybe one day ill get the answer to why, i talk to you for a few weeks on end, and then all of a sudden i dont hear a word form you. did i do something that ( Read more... )

::Sigh:: I'm have some what of a shit start of the week. I dont get it, i guess it happends when i have time to sit and think about my over all day or week or weekend. My weekend started off by me being really sick all friday night and saturday morning. I felt like hurling all moring. i had like 2 hours of sleep the whole night. i also had a ( Read more... )

God, i have never wish more to be alone then last weekend. Just to tell one person how i feel about the things he does, turn to be the hardest thing in the whole worl, becuase i opened my big mouth. How hard is it to tell someone to go away for while, and leave you the hell alone! I ended up sitting in a kitchen listening to everyone talk about ( Read more... )

BIG & RICH LYRICS ( Read more... )

Cancer ( Read more... )

Well i have been at purude for 2 weeks. Its been great. i have had so much fun!!! I have gone to a few Frat parties, and insist that i am going to rush for a frat. its alph chi rho. the guys are great there. its not the normal "drinking party" things they do. like the other night they had a poker night, and another night they had a cookout ( Read more... )