Comments | xxenvyxx42: reset button

xxenvyxx42

reset button

Dec 01, 2004 15:11

I have been so miserable for so long

Can somone reset me?

I do not want to die, i just do not want to be sad anymore.

Please reset my life. I promise i will be good.

Comments 5

i had one of those days it will pass jus keep your head up ce_love December 2 2004, 01:36:29 UTC

5/25/04 07:28 pm - - life is like hell
today was suppose to be a good day. i feel like shit and my day was like shit i hate my life can i still someone else's. PLEASE! why cant i have one good day out of the week. my mom has pissed me off again dont ever tell me that u know im not going to do good and never tell me that i cant do something it makes me feel like shit. i hate this i wanna get away from it all live in someones body for at least one day and be happy for once. fuck this shit. i dont wanna be here, i dont wanna live. let me go please. at least i wont feel pain anymore if u let me go. some one take me away cause i promised i wouldnt do it myself.
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Re: i had one of those days it will pass jus keep your head up xxenvyxx42 December 3 2004, 19:26:37 UTC

One day you and i should go have a girl's day out and just chill and just say Fuck everyone else. I dunno it just sound like a good idea to go and have a mini vacation. well don't let people get you down. They say stupid things at their own short comings and it just gets placed onto us. I hear myslef saying this and know that it still hurts even knowing that. Hopefully you are right and this will just pass.

_xghostofyou December 4 2004, 05:22:57 UTC

tal, no one should ever feel like this. i am so sorry that you do...youre such an amazing person, and i know i havent been there for you like i should have, or like i want to be. i keep making so many promises i find myself not keeping, and i am deeply sorry for that...im sure youre tired of hearing that. but i love you so much and it hurts me to read things like this...give me a call...i wanna be there for you

i want to be your friend mrtalents520 December 6 2004, 21:09:15 UTC

I THOUGH WE NEED SPACE BECASUE WE ALWAYS ATTACK EACH OTHER WITH OUR SMARTS ASS COMMENTS. I KNOW YOU DONT LIKE FEEL LIKE YOUR BEING ATTACK JUST BECAUSE WE DONT TALK THAT MUCH DOSE NOT MMEAN THAT I DONT CARE I WILL ALWAYS TRY AND BE THERE FOR YOU IM JUST A PHONE CALL WAYS ONE OF THE REASON THAT I DONT COME AROUND THAT MUCH IS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IM ALWAYS DOING SOMETHING WORNG SOMETIME I WONDER I YOU FELL THE SAME I WANT TALK AND HANG OUT BUT I DONT KNOW HOE TALK TO YOU WITH OUT ONE OF US GETTING MAD I KNOW THAT I CAN BE THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE SOMETIME I SORRY I CANT HELP IT I DONT SAY MUCH BECASUE I WANT NO ONE FEELING BAD I GESS U JUST BEEN BOTTLEING IN WELL I GESS THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY

Re: i want to be your friend xxenvyxx42 December 6 2004, 23:43:59 UTC

I do not believe that you do. If you wanted my friendship you would not do this over and over again. I am not saying that i have no fault as well but i told you before i did not want to be your friend and you said this whole long speech and i forgave you. Now it is the same shit all over again. I am depressed enough. I do not need the constant dissapointment of part time friends. I have told you and Marcus. He has picked up every bad habit of yours and my friendship. I told him not to call me to make plans anymore. I am sick of you two ditching me. I just think i would be better off without friends than with "Friends". I am sorry. From now on you and i will be cool. Just not close.