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i just wanted to let yall know im ok and life is gong ok. ill explain more later on another date but for now this is all i love yall and saty well natalia keep your head up and call me cause u still dont feel good so we should talk. be good
peace and love
ce

i hate school i cant take this shit
fuck it all but i have to work my ass off so i dont get kicked out lord help me please....

see this entry is all about venting about my dad see this is what happened we are suppose to be shopping for my new lap top and well i have wasted 5 days waiting for hm to show up. sunday he was suppose to pick me up from work and he just didnt show up and didnt pick up his phone and so there that day goes and on monday we were suppose to meet up ( Read more... )

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im all confused again and i dont know what to do. i feel like shit cause as i thought things were getting better things just got worse. mr. king is finally starting to chage jsut as i think that im falling back in love with mark. why oh why cant things be simple why oh why do things always come down to how i feel about mark or how i feel about mr. ( Read more... )

hey yall even though i dont think no one reads my entries anymore im still gonna post. my life is i dont know its kinda wierd. lets see lets start off with school. right now im on AP and that is becuase i got really really stressed out at the end of both semesters last year and didnt do to well either semester i did alot better 1st semester than ( Read more... )

my life right now is going ok i am happy i have been in the house by myself for two weeks and that has been cool school is going ok and life in general is going cool im happy and i might be even happier soon but ill let yall know and keep yall posted. stay cool stay live and be happy

i wish i had a life i wish i had true friends well i guess some people say i have 3 real friends only one you all know but i am starting to feel lonley i am starting to feel un loved. i wish i had a boy friend not a guy i like not a guy i love but no longer loves me not a guy who loves me but i dont love him and not a guy i have sex with but i wish ( Read more... )