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some days are harder than others
it's like there's this vast ocean of emptiness
and I stand before it
not even a shore
but a single grain of sand -
In an hour...
I will be starting my last final, of my last quarter, of my last year as an undergrad student.
AND THEN!
I just have one liiiiiiiittle paper to write and I'll be completely done.
CompLETELY.
Oh, yeah. I'm stoked.
Then I will definitely be driving to Reno sometime to visit Karlee. <3 I miss her! It will be fun to have a mini-adventure. Maybe I ( Read more... ) -
Just stay there
'Cause I'll be comin' over ( Read more... ) -
Emo time
Every day that I do not see you
I wonder where my time was spent
And why it was not with you
Why I did not get your smile
Or your lodestar eyes
Guiding me always home
I wish you would guide me home -
So Much the Better
It would be so much better, I think,
If you would not smile so.
Perhaps then my heart would not sink
Or float at the tiniest show
Of dimple or flash of your teeth--
My mind would not be made to wander
To things once I thought to be beneath
Me. Perhaps then I could ponder
At my leisure why I feel this way--
As if the sun had just now risen
On the first ( Read more... ) -
Remember kids: Buzzed driving is drunk driving.
A surprise is waiting in the future. Focus on drinking more water and eating fresh foods with lots of water in them. Be healthy, be happy. And remember always that love is everywhere ( Read more... ) -
I am ready for love
If you could only see the way
They look at each other
You would never ask again
Why
Why I cannot look him in the eye
Why
Why I cannot speak the words
The words that die unborn
Before they even echo in my mind
If you could only see
You would never ask why
Never ask why
I'll not hold out a hopeless hope
Never ask why
I am no one's fool -
Drama, drama, drama
College drama again. I won't get into details, but let's just say the potential-blot on my record is bothering me. ;)
Also, my professor really, really, really wants me to do the whole grad school thing. She wants me to apply to the summer MA program (which, depending on costs, I am down to do. It's just two summers, after all).
She also wants to ( Read more... ) -
Blegh!
I had another weird effing dream ( Read more... ) -
I think that we can stay here
So I went out dancing with my work girls last night and OH, Lord. It was so well needed. Yes, I've been scrambling I've been so busy with school work and work and life, but it was amazing to just, for one night, say "fuck it" and go and have fun. We danced and danced and danced and god I could have danced all niiiiight and still have begged for ( Read more... )