Alone  works. I dig alone.

so fuck needles, fuck smoke, fuck lines that make the sinus choke
fuck chasers and trails, fuck raves and rails
fuck hangovers, fuck hallucinations
regurgitations, mandatory sentences 

Chino Moreno sings in Geminise.

THIS IS YOUR LIFE, and it's ending one minute at a time.

I am  Jack's broken heart.

Lately I get the feeling I'm supposed to be living in a much smaller place.. Suburbs and cities are just not for me. I like the idea of a small town where everyone knows my name and people still marry for love and for life. Do such places exist?

Sidenote: Lately I find Janeane Garofalo strangely attractive. It's gotta be that sharp wit.. o.o

 Am I to spend the rest of my life running from what I am? Can one outrun the past?

head
pressure
senses
clutch
date
divinity
wouldn't
fuck
touched
hazy
god
changed
rush
floor
life...

They've all got their own agendas. Let them keep their distance and play their hands. It's a game I don't care to participate in any longer. To hell with feigned friendships. I'm going to take to hiding. I don't know what to think anymore. I wish someone would try..

And after all this time you'd think I'd understand the way you feel
But no
I only think about myself
And it's driving you away
I always knew it would one day