It's been awhile and no one even reads this any more so I won't bother to make it private.. bleh ( Read more... )

So I'm going to sound completely insane but I truly believe I have found my soul mate. I never really believed in soul mates to be honest. I just thought eventually you find someone who you make things work with, that it doesn't come easily and that it takes a lot of work. And maybe it will take a lot of work, but I seriously love him. I know it's ( Read more... )

Tehe. I know I am guilty of most of my updates being about guys. Yes, it is pathetic in most cases, but I really don't care, so ha ( Read more... )

And I don't understand what happened between you and me but
You will probably end up with someone half as good as me so
I don't care if you want to look in my eyes and say hello
You were blind to me, now I'm blind to you

So now I wait for the moment when I know that there's no one left to see
All the hurt that's inside me and the reason that I need
I ( Read more... )

So I am going to do an actual update on my life as of lately ( Read more... )

One minute he is being distant as hell and short with me and the next he is being needy and incredibly charming. I am sick of going back and forth from happy to upset/sad constantly. The only consistent feeling he gives me is confusion. It's pretty much bullshit and I'm getting very sick of it. I liked him so much, still do but my mind is catching ( Read more... )

I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

He's amazing, that's honestly the best way to describe him.... I can't stop thinking about him, no matter how hard I try to.

I know I've liked guys before him and I always say how it's different with them. Well of course it's ( Read more... )

My Aunt and Uncle came down from Kentucky to visit and we all went to Animal Kingdom, it was sooo much fun. I love my family ( Read more... )

Right now I am listening to old school Starting Line hahah.. it's kind of enjoyable in the way that it brings back old memories, but definitely not something I could ever listen to as much as I used to haha ( Read more... )

I'm over being upset, depressed, and dwelling on things ( Read more... )