i am the hopeless romantic that falls head over heels in love far too fast for her own good. the one who dreams of that boy who will sweap her off of her feet and they'll live happily ever after. i am the girl who dreams of a big wedding in a big chapel. im the girl who's been heartbroken, who's afraid to take risks ( Read more... )

it's been a year since i laid with you in your bed ( Read more... )

its 4:15am, the sun is slowly coming up & i'm wanting you here right beside me.
maybe its make believe.

dear grandpa ( Read more... )

in six days i will be moving out on my own. i will be moving into a position where you're not allowed to have slip ups or mishaps because those mishaps could mess up another persons living situation as well. i'll be moving away from a lot of history, a lot of amazing people, a lot of shitty people, and my family. i will be moving away from the ( Read more... )

fuck you.

i'm normally a strong willed, hard headed person, but lately i've not been talking to someone who's been in my life for more than seven years & it's really beginning to be something thats hard to deal with. i keep thinking in the words of 'the take over, the breaks over' & it's something danielle quoted to me last night.
baby, seasons change but ( Read more... )

to the boy who was to blind to care:i hope one day you realise what a mistake you have made and as bad as it sounds, i hope you think of me and you feel like you should have kept me by your side. i would have treated you like gold, and unforunately if you came back & showed you cared, i would still treat you like gold. i still love you, as bad as ( Read more... )

they say the best part of believe is the lie, and for years now i've been doing just that. i've lied to myself over and over again, and i've been in denial. for those of you who know me well, i don't really get along with my dad. he and i don't really see eye to eye. we have different views on a lot of things - such things like race, politics, ( Read more... )

i used to update this thing religiously ( Read more... )