I don't know where I went wrong in life or even if I did do something wrong.

Where do I stand?

I want to write a bookk about a first hand experience of drug use.. Funny, I've never used.

its worth a lifetime waiting for you, to say it to me, to me, tooo meeeeeee.

i hope you choked on all those words you spoke when you were screaming at me

i realised how many times i've tried but thats wishful thinking

and all i want is an apoligy for what you did and how you treated me.

it's amazing to me how much things change and how your life evolves into what you wanted it to be. when i was a little girl i dreamed about being on tour and tour managing, i mean, not when i was like two or anything but when i was like 14 or 15 and now i can say that being a tour manager is my job. i don't know if this is what i am supposed to do ( Read more... )

it's been a long time, but i'm thinkin' about bringing it back.

dear livejournal ( Read more... )

It's not what you will say, it's what you have done
to let this come between us.
You're right, without a fight.
This might be worth it to you, and in the process gotten to me.

you'll never know i loved you..
do do do do do do do do..
you'll never know.

i got way to close to you, too fast.
and now i'm dying just a little inside.

i made out with three different guys to get over you.
i talked to you this morning.
i still love you, like i did, yesterday.