welll i CHOICELY ended day 6 myself at about Noon.... my heart starting aching, energy was low....and a friend of mine had a sister who died from starving herself...so alota emotions kinda just GOT to me, and my brain told me... to just eat a LITTLE something, then you can go ahead and do it again...

so i ate a couple bites of Turkey
and a bowl of ( Read more... )

Well while im at it ill just post day 5 TOO... even tho i still have....5 hours and 15 minutes to go.. i KNOW ill  be fine...if not ill post if i messed up..but i got this shit going tooo well to mess up NOW. So we'll say Day 5 complete also :) gona go hang out with a friend...sommiin i havnt done in a LONG time... i DO feel as if i am losing ( Read more... )

but day 4 complete...MINUS one square starburst...but i worked out so... i think im good....

3rd day of no food, COMPLETE ...No inthuasism right not really... i just really hope i lose the 30 pounds.... i mean i know i can do the days... im just worried about how much will even come off... anyhoots... felt a lil weaker today so i just did 1 mile...but i might do another mile again tonight, we'll see...

ITS FREEZING...

ill post about day 4 ( Read more... )

 Alright so day went just fine..... still wont weight myself but... ill just go by how i feel and look...

Day 2 - ate NOTHING....had a cup of coffee, water, cigerettes

did 3 N' 1/4th Miles on the treadmill...ill do 4 tommorow hopefully.

im wanting results very quickly but...it takes times.... lets just hope this 30 pounds in 30 days thing works...cuz ( Read more... )

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damnit and i had a really good entry going too!!...dAMN ...ok here's the deal.... you have 31 days lindsey to loose 30 POUNDS, now i know thats kinda impossible, but we're gona MAKE it possible. bannon will be back january 31st and its time to fuckin BUCKLE down, you WANT this, trust me you do, sometimes you dont think you do, BUT YOU DO!!!....  ( Read more... )

i went crazy today.... im serious... i went crazy today.... i put myself in a mind transe...and i cant get out of it.... its real... and its true... but i can feel it.
It started when i loaded a bowl of weed... ( now dont get me wrong i used to be a regular lil stoner ) ... but this time it was different. i went crazy... like i said...i started ( Read more... )

4:08... Day one of the Noooo Foooood... ONLY WATER diet.. ill see how it goes...

as for me? ... im very fat again... over 170 i know that much..

i have a boyfriend of almost 5 months....

im on LOTS of meds...

the end

im fat

i hate it..

starting now... NOWWWWWW

<3 Fatty Signing out<3

Peace .... Linz

Today sucked.... Last night Sucked... everything SUCKS

Last night... i ate a bowl of Cheerio's at about 10:45 at FUCKING night. Yeah... i regret it.

I feel ... alone in this fucking world... and it's all my damn fault... NO one wants to hang out with me anymore.. i have no friends (Literally) no one to talk to... no one to tell things.. because i ( Read more... )