again, let me reiterate how utterly unfaithful i have been to livejournal. however, in retrospect, lj has been there for me during my worst and best times *wink*. i spent about an hour today just reminiscing and reading past posts of happy times and not so happy times. all the way back from the beginnings of mr.big (brett) to the end of mr. ( Read more... )

worst day ever ( Read more... )

so it's been the 2nd day IN A ROW that some piss drunk kid has waken me up at friggin 5 am, 7 am, and proceeded to nextel beep me for 2 hrs thereafter. even with my phone on silent, the direct connect beep would still alert me.. until i figured out how to turn it off. ugggh. UGGGGGH. so tired ( Read more... )

because it's 3am and i can't sleep, i decided to do something many therapist recommend in order to gain closure or whatever they say it is that you gain. it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out who it is addressed to.. i feel that its simplicity is what makes it so honest. i also find it peculiar that i would show the world this before i ( Read more... )

so how about this:

+ spend the most glorious day at the beach yesterday. it was so freakin lovely. i was out from 10am-7pm.. just the bestie and other high school pals. i didn't think i got too tan but apparently, i did. i'm planning on laying out by the pool today coz i don't feel like spending another entire day at the beach. i hate going with a ( Read more... )

wow.. it's been a while since i've posted anything substantial here about the occurances in my life. let's just say, while nothing extraordinary has happened, my life has been nothing short of tumultuous ( Read more... )

Behind These Hazel EyesSeems like just yesterday you were a part of me // I used to stand so tall // I used to be so strong // Your arms around me tight // Everything it felt so right // Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong // Now I can’t breathe // No, I can’t sleep // I’m barely hanging on // Here I am once again // I’m torn into pieces // ( Read more... )

i've been so unfaithful to livejournal.. i've cheated.. so if you wonder where my oh-so-interesting posts have gone whoring around to.. you can find them in myspace's bed. :-) perhaps myspace is just a novelty.. i might be back around these parts.. apparently people go back to what they're comfortable with :-X

ciao.

why do i look for people to give me satisfaction in my life? i have control of the reigns.. i don't need anyone else to validate me.. i'm going to be fantastic with or without the aid of someone else.. because, in the end, it's just you and your family that pull through together ( Read more... )

GIRLS ( Read more... )