So today I decided that when I get older and forget who I am, I'd rather just die then keep on livin. Whats the point in goin on if you dont know who you are.

Yeah, so it definatly has been quite some time since I've updated my elJay. Today I hung out and decided that I'm gonna start this thing back up by making it a place where I'm going to write my thoughts I have at certain periods of the day. The title: "Daily Thoughts from a Smoker *wink ( Read more... )

Bleh, life is...okay I guess. Trying to get a nice office job tho, cause it's time to be grown up and have a grown up job ( Read more... )

So...I uh. I was just informed of all the shit that was said about me behind my back thruout the entire summer. This someone was someone who I thot cared, was a cool person, and that I considred my best friend. How wrong was I? Very wrong. I was just told of all the shit she said to other ppl about me.

Thanks, _____!
I trusted you.

YAYYYYY I LOVE HOLLY! :D

Okay nothing else to say.
Peace.

++Alexandra Halls cousins are IMing me now. Huh, thats amusing.++

So as of the 24th, Holly and I are back together. We went thru a tough spot back in May when we were together for the first time but you know....for some stupid reason I left her for Patricia...but I could have seen myself cheating on Patricia with Holly neways. *shrugs* But now Holly and I are back together and it's serious. Like for real this ( Read more... )

So....I had this cool friend, right? She was awsome...and amazing. And we had so much fun together. And I stuck up for her with all the shit she was put thru with all the asses in Long Reach's Drama Department. We used to do everything together, go everywhere together and expierence everything together. We hit a rough spot for a few weeks, but then ( Read more... )

You know all I've been doing today is sitting around crying. Thats it ( Read more... )

My night was amazing with everyone, but then it got ruined because Liz decided to be super pissed at me and wants me to die. The funny thing is is that I wasn't near her the ENTIRE night because she had her Trish there. So yeah....what the fuck ever. She wont tell me "what I did" even though I did fucking NOTHING. FUCK!!!!!! AHH ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to prom, because I made a deal, but---I'm going to be the only person there without a prom date. And I guess I'm gonna have to deal with that and be happy about it. Yay for party of 1! I guess I'll be getting a hotel room for me and sleeping. Fun????

Yeah....

BLAH.