I'm using this journal for now, because something weird is going on with my other one. yea.

So today was an amazing day. I hung out with an awsome guy named Mike. I haven't had this much fun in ALONG time. Here are some pictures of our day<3

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I'm suppose to get my hair cut & dyed today. I don't know when though. Cuz Mr. Bill is really sick. My parents are over his house=/ Mr. Bill has cancer=[ That sucks ALOT ( Read more... )

I love being able to tell myself that i don't need Shawn.
Cuz i don't.

But i have 1 tiny problem
I still want him
The other him
The one i was talking about before i met Shawn
Everything still reminds me of him
sitll.

So i got some really good advice. & now everything seems to be better. Today i called him. We talked for along time. The phone bill is gonna be bad=] Charlotte got a dag. & she dyed her hair. It looks really good. I need to do my hair again. What color should i go this time? Wow. Shawn's a really good singer. He's got that way of making me smile. ( Read more... )

Dear Sarah ( Read more... )

I'm doing that thing again
Where i don't think he cares
Even though i know he dose

Maybe i should end it before i get hurt.

So i cot myself a cuteboy.

& it's not the one i've been talking about. I thought about it. I'll never stop feeling the way i do for him. But he obviously dosen't see things clearly right now.

But anyways. This is Shawn

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So i just realized what the last update sounded like
If your thinking what i think your thinking
Your wrong
Sorry that was my bad
But nothing of that sort happened.

The weekend is over once again. It's amazing how being grounded for so long can change how you see things so much. I used to look forword to the weekend. I have nothing to look forword to anymore. I suppose that's my fault. Everytime i think of how it was this time last year i wanna melt. it was before i really started getting in to trouble. I had ( Read more... )