In the words of Angel: Times are shitty, but I'm pretty sure they can't get worse.
Grandma died last night. We were expecting it, but that didn't stop me from crawling up into a ball and crying my eyes out. We were expecting it, but that didn't stop me from crying at the funeral when the sound of dirt hitting wood filled my ears. She is a part ( Read more... )

I would just like to say that I spoke out of anger the other day. To the one it was about, I'm sorry. As upset and angry as I was the other day does not mean that I am not here for you, I always will be, and willing to take as many bruises as I need, as long as I am allowed to complain about them the next day, I think that is only fair.

Daily Horoscope 11/26/05:
You'll probably continue keeping the peace, especially when it comes to children and family matters. That's one of the things you've been an expert at since you were just a little bitty. Be sure it's what you really want.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...yeah right that's what I want...::snort::

That's the last time I try and save someone's life. Next time I try to pull someone back into the car when they decide to open the door and jump out (at about 65/70 miles an hour mind you) yell at me not to, it isn't worth the hastle. The results of this battle is 3 goddamn bruises, one scratched arm, a back ache, a neck ache, and a big ass ( Read more... )

Had plans to do something with a guy on Sunday...but I couldn't make it and forgot to get back to him...sometimes life gets in the way...here is convo via text...

Him: Guess you weren serious bout me

Me: Sorry. I've been out of it lately. My gmas in the hospital. life has been crazy these past few days because of it.

Him: Ok so whats that mean ( Read more... )

It has been about a month and a half since I broke up with Glenn. He has looked at my JDate profile, the place that we first met technically, about 10 or 11 times (I've lost count). Not only has he done this he has also sent me a flirt on JDate today. When is enough...enough? We broke up, it is over, he should not try and get back together with ( Read more... )

Nap time, but I'll write quickly cause I need to complain about my aches and pains. I have lots of them. My feet hurt. My back hurts, and it isn't just my lower back anymore. Now my upper back, shoulder blade area hurts. My shoulders and my neck and my arms...and I just want some sleep and a massage. I wish that damn place in the mall hadn't ( Read more... )

Broke up with Glenn...this is what I said ( Read more... )

My weakness is that I care too much ( Read more... )