Havent updated this shit in a while
Daffodil festival was 2 days ago.It was amazing I had alotttttt of fun.Even tho i got sunburn which sucked
I stayed home from school today because I was pukeing.I fucking hated it : [ Im prolly just gunna go sleep the day away
uhm idk 
im working on getting my grades back up.I lost my job oh well fuck dentists

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I dont kno what has been wrong with me lately and its really killing me.I dont think i have smiled a full smile in about 2 weeks.Yea im happy sometimes but im getting annoyed so easily lately and i have been crying everyday.Idk whats wrong with me.The littlest things piss me off and make me cry
Last night Jess and Alanna were telling me to smile.I ( Read more... )

today is my birthday and it was very exciting.Alanna did the cutest thing ( Read more... )

I hate feeling like my best friend from my childhood...my best friend prolly since I was like 3 DOESNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME

Its just great to know that she has no time for me at all.I call you...everyday and leave you message and you never answer.I send you messages on myspace I know you fucking read them too.You cant just fucking send a message ( Read more... )

Lately I have been thinking so much.Just about life.The past.The present but mostly the future.I have no clue what I wanna do with my life and it scares me.I mean graduation is only next year and I fear I wont make it.I fear alot actually.I fear i will never be happy,that my hair will never be perfect,my face will always be ruined with acne,my ( Read more... )

So Yeah I bascially feel like complete shit right now.I was talking with my mom and she said something about moving when I graduate and I said"No my plans were to wait for Alanna to get out of high school and then wed move somewere"And she was like"well then were would you live if i moved?"and I said "with alanna"and then she asked what I would do ( Read more... )

I am such a horrible horrible person.I feel like EVERYONE is there for me when I need them but then when it comes to me being there I cant.I dont know.I suck at giving advice to people and I feel like just such a piece of shit when my best friend is mad and I have stupid advice to fucking give her.I fail.I completely completely fail

Im sorry :-(

I dont kno why i do this to myself.It hurts alot.I try so hard to just get over you and move on but something....some stupid fucking thing makes me wanna just crawl right back and try things againI dont kno what to do.I hear you say things about me but I dont know if there ever true.I believe them but I dont believe that YOU actually mean it. ( Read more... )

Well i been working alot lately.Also doing the school thing.I was in Vermont last weekend with Jess and the Zullo family.It was cool.We got there and it fucking snowed.It was so cold out like we all had mad hoodies on and stayed inside the whole time cause it was too cold to go out.Jess,Jeff,Josh and me got lost in the woods trying to go get movies ( Read more... )

How the hell is everybody like forreal?Whats been up everyone?I definetly suck at school this year.I failed mad italian tests already and a chemistry test but ehh whatever.I need to start studying thats all
I chilled with Alanna and Kyle today.It was fun.We walked to Subway and then to Mcdonalds.Hustler Man was there.Hes kinda scary he talked to me ( Read more... )