im in one of those good streaks. it feels perfect, i couldnt ask for more, and then it gets better. i know it wont last for long, so im going to enjoy it for all its worth.

i love finding random treasures that ive forgotten about.
i love when i leave my phone at south park mall...well eh.
i love when my best friend calls me at the perfect opportunity ( Read more... )

i just wanted to know your thoughts ( Read more... )

hmph ( Read more... )

i cant believe im one of those carolina girls now.

its really strange. none of it has suken in yet.

samantha and i are planning a trip to UNC soon, soley to buy UNC paraphenilla like tshirts. cause i have none!

we're also rooming together.

some people think this is a bad idea.  i understand their concern, but honestly, its not a concern for me.  A) if ( Read more... )

everyone told me i didnt have a chance ( Read more... )

Its so fasinating how much people can differ. How perceptions of the same exact thing can be skewed in a way, that makes it seem like something else atogether. Its the root of all human problems, this inability to understand.  People try and try and try but they just dont get it.  Sometimes they get discouraged because they see a lack of compassion ( Read more... )

so last night a black cat stood outside my car.

It shocked me. Not only because of its supersticious connotations, but because it seemed to be glaring right at me, in a way that only some humans dare to glare.

Also, its been there many times before.

It never stays at a distance. Always, it comes closer and closer, like on the prowel.  I've never ( Read more... )

I want an embrace.
I want a wet cheek
to match mine
I want to rewind.

I want this burning to cease,
I want me to believe,
I want to rewind.

I want to feel young again, 
But I feel so tired. 
I want to rewind.

I want to feel good.
I don't know if I ever could
Rewind.

sometimes people can be so blind.

im so hurt.

its not that easy.

and you telling me its easy does not make it any easier.

so leave me alone because im 'not worth it'. 

im so frustrated right now.

i feel like such an angsty teenager, but no one really wants to listen to this, so ill just write it all down.

i feel like im a weak victim of emotional hijacking. everytime something really angers me or excites me, i can NEVER articulate my feelings in a coherent, intelligent way. no one ever really grasps what i hope ( Read more... )