changed my username to "sweet_whisper" but this journal will stay so i can keep all my old entries, and i linked my new journal to this old one if you wanna read old entries. be sure to add my new one. ♥

my new live journal, click here

YAYY! 3 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS!! :) which means 3 days until i get my new cell phone. and only 2 days until i get to open presents with my dad. aww, the perks of divorced parents... DOUBLE THE PRESENTS!!! wahaha! i've been sitting around all day in my new AE sheer long-sleeved shirt with my black spagetti strap and my sweats just watching TV and doing ( Read more... )

i'm not made out of porcelain. i can take care of myself. at least that's what i used to think. i've always been the girl who never cried in front of anyone, ever. i mean, even my closest friends had only seen me cry like once or twice. i thought that i had gotten stronger over time. but what it was, was that my exterior became tougher, but inside ( Read more... )

lets go past awkward, and go straight to majorly uncomfortable. it's not as easy as it looks, nina. he's chicken, and i'm chicken. lol. it's sad, yes. but HEY! he's the guy... that's HIS job. it just makes it worse when you push it, ya know? i've told you time and time again, that pushing it is just making it worse.. i mean, telling me what he said ( Read more... )

well, i'm in a semi-better mood today. i dont even know what was the matter with me. i just felt so depressed. i just began to realize everything that was so shitty. about my family problems, my love life problems.... but what really cheered me up was when nina reminded me at midnight that seth called me hott..lol. mmmmm, that sure did cheer me up ( Read more... )

i know i've said it over and over again, but i just dont understand people. they're so complex. not only are guys so different from girls, but people are just different from people. we are seperated into 2 groups. the first group consists of the realistic, logical thinkers. the people who believe in only coincidence; not fate, or destiny. only in ( Read more... )

ok, so i've finally gotten a hang of this LJ override stuff. it sure took me a while to know how to do pretty much everything. it's kinda a bad thing though. cuz now i'm just going crazy and perfecting everything, and nothing is good enough, or exactly the right color. lol. yea, that's how bored i am. maybe it's also just keeping my min off of how ( Read more... )

so, tonight was hella fun. i dont feel like explaining it all right now, so i'll write about it tomorrow morning or something.. later ♥

you're damn right life is great nina! i went home today too. i got really bad cramps and asked my mom to pick me up... i'm pissed that imma miss 6th period today :( lol. i went home right after sarty's class. butler told me to just tell my mom to tell the office that i had an appointment and that i wouldn't be coming back, because if i said that ( Read more... )

mMmMmM.. what else is there to say.. with every word that comes out of his mouth about me, i just melt more and more. yea, i know nina must get pissed off because i'm smiling so much that my jaw is about to fall off. it's so funny in class when i look at him.. and then he like looks back at me and i turn away.. and then i catch him looking at me ( Read more... )