i guess that it's just a lost cause. it's all just incredibly, irreversibly, and impossibly mediocre and a lost cause. i'm just going through the motions and bending over backwards for nothing. ♥

hmm...so which movie are we gonna watch at ky's??? i dunno, but we've been on the phone for at least 20 minutes, and we STILL cant decide (("anything BUT 8 mile!" "ky, wants to talk to you" "hey, heather, what about 8 mile?")). and my mom is about to have a mental breakdown, because she's dilusional.and she doesn't understand that when someone is ( Read more... )

yay, new layout.. :) ♥ ♥

confusion times 3470871723984608160470837208570462964590746509762394705670236509273465092365079236507236506587508748750974507507345087347620574504750834750.52873

well..i guess that there's no greater pain then reminiscing to a time when everything was perfect. when you look at 2 people who are doing the same stuff that you used to do with the guy that you appearently loved. how cute it was when they would stare into eachother's eyes, and know that they both felt so safe. that's one of the greatest feelings ( Read more... )

at school, in the comp lab, me and nina are done with the assignment, so we're looking at LJ's. see ya kids later!! xoxo

♥ ♥

( going digital!! and going crazy! )

well, today was alright. according to jamel, i'm appearently "suicidal, crazy, depressed, and ugly". thanks jamel, you sure do know how to raise a person's self-esteem. whatever. but anyways, i'm pretty bored. i dont think that i can take all of this unrequited shit anymore. i dont think i'll ever stop liking him, but i also think that i'm sick of ( Read more... )

what the fuck ever

so last night was hella fun and tonight was great too. last night me and nina went over to ky's house. then we went to mels to surprise allison for her b-day. the surprise was kinda screwed up, because laura took her to mels early and not everybody was there yet, and allison saw us through the window because we didn't get seated yet. but it was fun ( Read more... )