so- this is my last term here and i wanted to show off to my sis that UM sucked and FSU was better..and i think we lost. erg. w/e i'm not that big of a football fan anyway (that's normally what a loser would say anyway LOL ( Read more... )

it's happening again or it might be on the verge of happening. i can feel that vibe...the body language too.

i feel motionless

am i weird to want to have a clean looking place?? really ( Read more... )

so i started fasting again. last year i didn't do it at all b/c i was so paranoid. now i just don't care and only hope for the best intentions for myself ( Read more... )

i've been sleeping practically all day. i think my body has been trying to catch up on the many weeks of short sleep. ...classes start next monday. i'm kind of aggravated and excited at the same time. i'm ready to get the semester over with so i can get the fuck out of school but i don't want to deal with the damn people! there is already an ( Read more... )

so i have lost touch with this thing. it almost feels ackward to even type...almost informal all over again ( Read more... )

i have NOT made a post in this thing in forever. in due time, i shall.

ok so...my ex from hell found me on myspace. yea, the only ex that i never ended on a good note. the only ex i would KILL and not have remorse for. ...anyway- he messages me a LONG apology and actually explains himself [for once]. u kno things happend in a weird way though. this january i decieded to forgive all the ppl that fucked me over..and ( Read more... )

i have conformed. yes, i've done it. ... i finally joined my space ( Read more... )

I force myself through another day ( Read more... )