Don't apologize to me for your "wrong" doings, when my demeanor reflects yours.

"So it's all very obtuse, because it's all, like, I don't know. So, like, I started thinking that everything I operate on is based on what I believe God was telling me to do. God could be my intuition or whatever, but I always assume, I always assume that the voice I hear is the voice of God. Then I started thinking, what if I'm insane? So I'm ( Read more... )

Life has become monotonous. I'm tired of all this routine. Going out and having a good time has lost its essence along with the joy of sitting 8 hours on my ass playing games ( Read more... )

So I was awake at around 3 am today and the breeze felt great. Nothing else to look forward to...

On august 4th the sunny day didn't feel so dreadful. I think fall is creeping in and I'm excited to meet fall once again.

What's next on the menu? I am moving in two days. Have you ever been so *fucked up* that you do things at the time and deny those emotions later? I do A LOT! It kinda goes the same way with my journal. It may seem that I never update my journal but I really do. I sometimes feel so strongly about how I feel and write about it. Later, I read what I ( Read more... )

HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I NOT ME? HOW AM I ( Read more... )

The mother bird prepares its children for adulthood so that they will be able to survive on their own. Some birds learn quicker than others. The baby bird is to fly away from its nest and move on with its life. Unfortunately, a very unique bird grew up too fast and it could not fly away as expected. The nest was on top of a tree with too many ( Read more... )

Wow, I really AM cynical. I guess one way to accept it is to understand that I am also cynical towards myself in the sense that I do things out of "selfish concerns ( Read more... )