It's been...a long ash time since I posted in here.  Quick Update?

Mac and I did get married and we are very happy with that choice!
He just got back from a seven month overseas Iraq thingy safe and sound!
We are about to have a little girl...any day now she should be coming.  Mya Elizabeth!
I am not speaking with Leeann any longer and have ( Read more... )

I am tired.

I went to church with a friend tonight and while I love and adore my church, I did get a great and much needed word.

This afternoon I found that someone I loved and trusted had done the unspeakable and went all vindictive on me.  I almost didn't go to church.  I almost sat here and went and did something mean back.  I almost left some ( Read more... )

I am getting MARRIED!

How many times can a mothers heart break?

I feel like it has broken several times in the past twelve hours.

When we moved here I was so glad to be living a normal life.  I had school and friends and as a person I was growing.  As a mother I was growing and me and Marcus have a good relationship now.  So much better than before, even if at times ( Read more... )

I am a bad journal writer. I am! I should update here instead of just on myspace, cause this one is all pretty and stuff. He! Anyway, I have a lot to update so I am going to go start to do that and get back

Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

You know...I just don't understand it. I speak English. He speaks English ( Read more... )

So last night I wake up and I am like. "Mmmm mesa wants some milk and cookies" I always want to snack late...sooooo I am sitting there checking my mail and out of the corner of my eye I see this big black thing....Like this long --------------------------------------------------------- and this tall ( Read more... )

Cindy Nieghdhart ( Read more... )

For a long time I have left this entire journal private because I was hiding my thoughts and feelings from someone. Right now that someone is gone from my life in such a complete way I don't have to do that anymore. I can breath. I can smile. I can be me again without worrying about how it will effect my son, my life, home, and family ( Read more... )